DAY 4: SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE SOMEONE FOR

Something you have to forgive some for.

Need and want are two different meanings.  I may not WANT to forgive them but I NEED to forgive them for my own sake as well as theirs.... and they are the bullies in my life ie a huge amount of people I know! Some just use me to find out what they need to do for their work where as some I knew before was verbal bullying. When people use me for work this I find is a way of bullying, maybe the emotional side because it does get to you when all they want is your help and not to really be friends with you.

So I forgive you all, I know it is not my fault and it is not really your fault either in a way as everyone bullies for a reason, I just hope you are all happy out there and make the most of your lives. Although don't come for help again as I won't give it..... actually I probably will knowing me!!!

There you have it day four finished and I forgive the bullies and "friends" in my life as they should be forgiven in one point in my life. Right? I used to think why forgive bullies? They made ours and other people's life a misery but we are the bigger person by doing so

Do you have any views on bullying??

Day 5 tomorrow :) please come back and read! If you like my blogs please follow :))

DAY 3: SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE YOURSELF FOR

Did you think I forgot??? :p

The only thing I think I should forgive myself for is not accepting about my back operation!

It's still not sunk in and I have had the op and it's been nearly 4 years!!! It's gone so fast :s and I'm always complaining about it which is bad!!!! Obviously I am happy I lived and that it being major and everything but I just want to forget it ever happened..... one day I'll do a whole blog on it like a diary  4 years too late!!! would u like that???

So I'm always blaming myself for my back like it's my fault! Even when my sister had hers, all I was thinking was why her!!!! :'(

I should let go of this blame and be able to forgive myself for something that wasn't even my fault.

Tune in tomorrow for the next challenge.... here is a hint... it's about forgiveness again!!!!

What I'm wearing todayyy

So I'm going shopping today :D and this is what I decided to wear!! I reallly like play suits and this is one I saved up  for and is from H&M :D... It took me a looong time to find this and when I did again, I was not letting it go for the second time and brought it straight away! It's good because I can wear it night and day!! 



Tell me what you think!!!

DAY 2: SOMETHING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOURSELF

Sorry I wasn't there yesterday!! Was too busy eating :p

Soo something I love about my self hmmm.... can i say nothing?

It's not that I dont' like myself or anything, I just feel I have nothing special to love.. So I will have to think hard




THE THING I LOVE ABOUT MYSELF IS:    I love my legs!!!!!!! :D they are the best feature I have, they're long and go on forever! (I like to think).


They're slim which also helps as it doesn't look weird although I can never find any jeans that fit! Do you have any good shops I can try?

  Something like this!
What do you love about yourself bloggers??


Tune in tomorrow for part 3.... and there will be one ;)

30 days of truth- first day- something you hate about yourself

Soooo, I was looking at challenges I could do and this one seems good, so the I will try this: http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth/

The first day - SOMETHING YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF

Where to start on this hmmmm......
Well I absolutelyy hate my nosee!!!! It's so long and it sticks out which is not good!!! Although I would never ever get a nose job or any cosmetic surgery :s
I hate that I don't have any curves I'm just thin which makes it soooo hard to find clothes which look nice on me!
I hate having no confidence or self-esteem :-( it makes things so much worse for me, I have to do things at a slower pace and making friends seems to be harder as well
I hate my operation that I had 4 years ago on my back, the amount of pain it's causing/caused me is so annoying! But there's nothing I can do about it now is there?

I think I have covered everything, where as somethings can't be fixed ie my back I can help myself become more confident which I do by speaking to myself in the mirror  telling myself I am great  ;D
It seems to be working!! My driving instructor said I'm nearly ready for my test :D:D:D


















Come back tomorrow for the next challenge xxx

GREEK EASTER

So I don't know if you all know but I'm Greek!!!!!

I have Easter a week after English Easter and we have different traditions ;)
Think I'll let you know a few of our traditions:

Church all week (before the weekend) and on the Friday and Saturday something called the  Ebitaphio (there is no word in English- asked my Mum already) and is a symbolic bier of Christ!! I don't go through week of Fri/Sat night- very lazy. But I do go on Saturdays in the mornings..... I wake up at 6am to be leave the house at 7!! This year it was torture as I was out the night before but I managed to do it!! :D
Another tradition is.. get ready.. no meat or dairy for 40 days!!!! I don't do that either as I can't live without it but my parents do it for a week and so does my sis!
 Who lives without this????

A traditional food which is made at Easter is called Flaounes and this is what it looks like:
 I don't really like them,  but other do!
They are made from easter cheese and made on Holy Thursday (These are made for after fasting is up)

On the Sat night we go to church and we celebrate Jesus' resurrection and we have soup after!! (I know very random... but us Greeks are :D)


On the Sundayy all we do is eat eat eat!!!!!! Especially those people who haven't eaten meat/dairy after 40 days!!

This is what a Ebitaphio looks like just incase you were wondering!!!

2012

I keep neglecting my blog :o v v v bad!!
Updates:
1) finish uni this week :D


thats its really, my life is so boring so from after this week I will try and do one daily I Promise!
One things I've learnt so far this year is that not everyone is a true friend and you have to watch them carefully, hopefully I've found mine but I still don't know, not very close to anyone which is annoying, maybe things will change next year?
Need help to get more self esteem any ideas?? want to do my driving lesson soon!!!!!!