DAY 8: SOMEONE WHO MADE YOUR LIFE HELL, OR TREATED YOU LIKE SHIT

Well I'm not gona mention any names but two people made my life hell in Primary/Secondary School. I got verbal abuse in both and a bit of physical in Primary.  I'm too nice and I always let people run over me!
I try to stick up for my self but it doesn't happen and my friends try and help me but it still doesn't happen. I don't have the willpower that others have!!
So these girls made me not want to come to school, I just thought I deserved it kind of and put the thoughts to the back of my mind!!  There were boys who also bullied me which I think were worse because they put me down, called me ugly, and frizzy hair! It got so bad in Primary once when my mum called up and they missed out on swimming. :(
Although I did tell my mum, when she went to tell the school, it made things worse which made me not want to tell her because I'd rather things stayed the same rather then get worse.
Bullying is the worst thing that can happen to a person of a young age and it just doesn't happen at school it can happen at home, when your older in a relationship and I think we all need to find the power and do something to stop it because it ruins people's life and makes their self-esteem go down and then that leaves them unconfident and scared.

DAY 7 : SOMEONE WHO HAS MADE YOU LIFE WORTH LIVING

Sorry I forgot to do my blog yesterday!!!
Was very busy..
I don't just have one person who makes my life worthy, I have a few!!

My family make my life worthy!!!! Live for them, make them proud!! I want to make sure that as they have given me a good childhood, I want to repay that and make them happy and do what I love: teaching!

I also live for my friends! They make me soo  happy and we have so much fun!! :*

HOT HOT HOT

Today was the warmest day we've had in ages, the sun was shining and I thought it would be a nice day to spend with my some of my family, so I went to Wood Green with my grandma

This is what I wore:

Love my tights!!! :D

Thought this looked quite cool, you can see my top easier now

Before we went to Wood Green we decided to go and eat a kebab in Palmer Green, it was sooo nice!! The man put us both a large kebab instead of a small kebab which we both wanted. I had lamb and my Grandma had pork.  It took a while to cook but once it was finished, it was so nicee!!!! We had it in her car basking in the sun.  I didn't finish it all ohh well but I had most of it

So we went to Primark first and I saw loooads of nice stuff which I had to try on!!
I love Primark as some clothes can be reallly good quality and I find they last long as well.
So I tried a few things on and this is what I tried on:

I love this top!, the colour I would never go for! It says "I love me"

I love this top, the lace under is so nice!!!! BTW my earring are dice with hearts on! Just wanted you all to know

I like this skirt, but felt it was too short! You never now could go back and get it ;)


I also got some plimsol shoes and some polka dot shorts! (It won't let me upload the picture)

I went into H&M to see if I could find a ring I was looking for in the Sale and I couldn't, I was devastated!! :-(
We then went TKMAX and looked around, there was some nice stuff.
Can't wait to find a job, I'll be able to by stuff.

DAY 5: SOMETHING YOU HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE TO DO

Something I hope I never have to do hmmm

EASY I hope to never ever have an operation again! It is the worst to me as I was in so much pain even after I was out of the hospital it killed!! I became so lazy and all I wanted to do was sit about and do nothing!!
If I have to have another op, I hope its when I have a child and it's a c-section!  But then it will be last choice!!
I know operations are supposed to help you, but I feel that they are the opposite of that! I've had to make so many lifestyles, when I do work experience the first thing I say is " Sorry can't pick up anything heavy".  They all understand obviously but it gets so annoying! If I'm out shopping oops have to have a break now, getting tired! Could you hold my bag please, it's too heavy! Where ever I go it's a burden!!


Thinking about it now another thing I hope to never have to do is put someone down! That would tear me up and make me so sad! If I had to do it I would but I wouldn't know what to do!

My clothes :D

Reallly like this belt I'm wearing! I'm not too sure about the headband going with the rest though.

  

Wore this too uni one day!! Love the shorts/tights/boots combo!!  I even curled my hair which does not happen every time.

 My best friends 19th :D:D:D We both wore bralets, really like mine!!

This playsuit is the best love it!! And I'm in love with these boots from Primarni!







 Shorts <3, Top <3 Love my legs in this!

Like my blazer in this, tryna use it in different ways and experiment with it! I think the sleeves rolled up and would wear it like this again.

 My hair in plaits is so nice!! I got complimented with it before! Easter 2012

My hair is so wow, fresh curls plus hairband is so nice!! 

Love this combo again, it really shows of my figure although I wish I had more curves but oh well.

My whole outfit for Easter 2012!!  Love the texture of this skirt, its felt and I brought them both together and they go together so well!! :D

RAIN, SICKNESS AND ALL SORTS

Today, was my the most BORING day I've had in a while blog!!

My sister came down with something a temperature and was sick!!

I hate sick people and people being sick one of my pet peeves or me just being a weirdo!!!!
So I was stuck in my room with only my phone to entertain me! I was so bored, it was unbelievable and I just wanted to get out of there! I read a bit of more! magazine, I read some book, I wrote in my diary which I hardly use and I tried to tidy up my room!!!
I decided it was time for me to go out!!! I went to eat in rodeos, the yummiest and cheapest place in my area and I had a ham and cheese toastie!
I then walked around and went into store 21, boots, superdrug, asda's and thne a travel agency for my Mum for my sister and now I'm at home!

DAY 5: SOMETHING YOU HOPE TO DO IN YOUR LIFE

So something I hope to do in my life #hmmmm

1) Become a nursery teacher is my main hope!! I'm in uni starting a loong joruney but in the end it will be worth it all I want to do is teach children and help them grow and develop!

2) Hope to get married and have children...... this has been a dreamm, isn't it for eveyone?!?!  My Prince Charming is out there.... if only I could find him!!

3) I hope to do some travelling, this would be loveellyy, no where to far, maybe some of Europe, like Spain, France, Italy, Greece!!

These are my hopes!! I probably have more hopes but can't think of them right now!!