DAY 5: SOMETHING YOU HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE TO DO

Something I hope I never have to do hmmm

EASY I hope to never ever have an operation again! It is the worst to me as I was in so much pain even after I was out of the hospital it killed!! I became so lazy and all I wanted to do was sit about and do nothing!!
If I have to have another op, I hope its when I have a child and it's a c-section!  But then it will be last choice!!
I know operations are supposed to help you, but I feel that they are the opposite of that! I've had to make so many lifestyles, when I do work experience the first thing I say is " Sorry can't pick up anything heavy".  They all understand obviously but it gets so annoying! If I'm out shopping oops have to have a break now, getting tired! Could you hold my bag please, it's too heavy! Where ever I go it's a burden!!


Thinking about it now another thing I hope to never have to do is put someone down! That would tear me up and make me so sad! If I had to do it I would but I wouldn't know what to do!

My clothes :D

Reallly like this belt I'm wearing! I'm not too sure about the headband going with the rest though.

  

Wore this too uni one day!! Love the shorts/tights/boots combo!!  I even curled my hair which does not happen every time.

 My best friends 19th :D:D:D We both wore bralets, really like mine!!

This playsuit is the best love it!! And I'm in love with these boots from Primarni!







 Shorts <3, Top <3 Love my legs in this!

Like my blazer in this, tryna use it in different ways and experiment with it! I think the sleeves rolled up and would wear it like this again.

 My hair in plaits is so nice!! I got complimented with it before! Easter 2012

My hair is so wow, fresh curls plus hairband is so nice!! 

Love this combo again, it really shows of my figure although I wish I had more curves but oh well.

My whole outfit for Easter 2012!!  Love the texture of this skirt, its felt and I brought them both together and they go together so well!! :D

RAIN, SICKNESS AND ALL SORTS

Today, was my the most BORING day I've had in a while blog!!

My sister came down with something a temperature and was sick!!

I hate sick people and people being sick one of my pet peeves or me just being a weirdo!!!!
So I was stuck in my room with only my phone to entertain me! I was so bored, it was unbelievable and I just wanted to get out of there! I read a bit of more! magazine, I read some book, I wrote in my diary which I hardly use and I tried to tidy up my room!!!
I decided it was time for me to go out!!! I went to eat in rodeos, the yummiest and cheapest place in my area and I had a ham and cheese toastie!
I then walked around and went into store 21, boots, superdrug, asda's and thne a travel agency for my Mum for my sister and now I'm at home!

DAY 5: SOMETHING YOU HOPE TO DO IN YOUR LIFE

So something I hope to do in my life #hmmmm

1) Become a nursery teacher is my main hope!! I'm in uni starting a loong joruney but in the end it will be worth it all I want to do is teach children and help them grow and develop!

2) Hope to get married and have children...... this has been a dreamm, isn't it for eveyone?!?!  My Prince Charming is out there.... if only I could find him!!

3) I hope to do some travelling, this would be loveellyy, no where to far, maybe some of Europe, like Spain, France, Italy, Greece!!

These are my hopes!! I probably have more hopes but can't think of them right now!!

THINGS I'M LIKING THIS MONTH

So I've decided to do a post on the things I like each month!!

So here it goes:


 I like this dress from New look: £22.99 (online)

    I love the print on this dress £29.99 (online) new look



  Topshop :) love the stripes and would be something different!! £32.00 (online)
 This is more my price range!!! I love the look of this material and the flowers once again!!!  £19.99 at H&M (online) :D

 Love this top!!!! H&M £7.99 :D

DAY 4: SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE SOMEONE FOR

Something you have to forgive some for.

Need and want are two different meanings.  I may not WANT to forgive them but I NEED to forgive them for my own sake as well as theirs.... and they are the bullies in my life ie a huge amount of people I know! Some just use me to find out what they need to do for their work where as some I knew before was verbal bullying. When people use me for work this I find is a way of bullying, maybe the emotional side because it does get to you when all they want is your help and not to really be friends with you.

So I forgive you all, I know it is not my fault and it is not really your fault either in a way as everyone bullies for a reason, I just hope you are all happy out there and make the most of your lives. Although don't come for help again as I won't give it..... actually I probably will knowing me!!!

There you have it day four finished and I forgive the bullies and "friends" in my life as they should be forgiven in one point in my life. Right? I used to think why forgive bullies? They made ours and other people's life a misery but we are the bigger person by doing so

Do you have any views on bullying??

Day 5 tomorrow :) please come back and read! If you like my blogs please follow :))

DAY 3: SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE YOURSELF FOR

Did you think I forgot??? :p

The only thing I think I should forgive myself for is not accepting about my back operation!

It's still not sunk in and I have had the op and it's been nearly 4 years!!! It's gone so fast :s and I'm always complaining about it which is bad!!!! Obviously I am happy I lived and that it being major and everything but I just want to forget it ever happened..... one day I'll do a whole blog on it like a diary  4 years too late!!! would u like that???

So I'm always blaming myself for my back like it's my fault! Even when my sister had hers, all I was thinking was why her!!!! :'(

I should let go of this blame and be able to forgive myself for something that wasn't even my fault.

Tune in tomorrow for the next challenge.... here is a hint... it's about forgiveness again!!!!