My day

Today I had an interview which was two and a half hours which wasn't too bad if I wasn't coming from work which I had in the morning..... it was sooo long!!!

Work was good! Went fast and left early which was a bonus! Can't wait to get some monet finally, this is my second week out of three and my first weeks money is going into my account this Friday.  I am sooo happy.7

This interview, I went with my friend and it was okay, I was able to answer all questions although they were very confusing!!! But the individual interview was quite good :))

My Clothes :)

new addition to my blog

So I have decided to do book reviews with my blog because, I LOVE reading and I think some may enjoy the books I read- beware they are all to do with romance.

LAST DAY, DAY 30: A LETTER TO YOURSELF, TELL YOURSELF EVERYTHING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOURSELF

Dear Andrea,

You are the best.  You are quirky, unique and different and I love that.  I love how you are determined to get your career goal as a teacher and won't let anything stop you especially your back operation, which could of taken a turn for the worst.
Talking of you back, you are now proud that you have done it and even though there were a few ups and downs, you  have taken everything in and are now stronger then ever.
I love that you have some new confidence although more is needed, this confidence has allowed you to do things that you wouldn't think of doing, ie making friends before uni with complete strangers, that it what I love.   A few years ago you would of done that would you?
I love that you are caring and kind, you would help everyone without the click of a finger.
I love that you put work first before everything as you want to do, I love how determined you are at everything, even though some things have back fired (if you know what I mean)
You are driving so much better now, and I love that as you will be driving as soon as.

One thing I should say in kindness, have more faith in yourself, don't be so pessimistic.

Love
Andrea


And for any of you who would like a go here is the link: The 30 Days of Truth List

I FORGOT DAY 27: WHAT IS THE BEST THING GOING FOR YOU RIGHT NOW

I forgot this day, oh no, so I will do it quickly now.  The best thing going for me right now is univeristy and a job!!

I am loving university right now, although I have finished, I am still in contact with a lot of the people from it which is really good and I am also meeting up with someone of them which is good because I am enjoying their company.

I may have two job.  My first job is confirmed and is with a nursery agency which is good because it is what I want to be when I am older and they ring me up with work if there is any on the days I can do which is good because I get to choose my days but the downside is there may not be any work on the days I have chosen.

I also have applied to a deli, so fingers crossed.  I am still looking for a job, I am desperately in need of one.

DAY 29: SOMETHING YOU HOPE TO CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF. AND WHY

I want to change the way I am with people I want to be able to be more confident and make friends more easier.  It is so hard being shy and having no self esteem which in a way is because of everything that has happened in my life.

:)

DAY 28: WHAT IF YOU GOT PREGNANT? OR SOMEONE ELSE GOT PREGNANT'

If I was pregnant I couldn't not have an abortion, to me it is wrong, so I would keep it and tell my family which they wouldn't be happy about, but they would help me through it.  After I had the baby I think I would have to give it up for adoption because I know there is no way I can take care of a baby and do my uni work at the same time and I wouldn't give uni up, it is a blessing. What I could do is keep it and let my parents take care of it but then again there is the financial side of it, if already we are not coping what is a baby going to do to that, make it worse?  If I give the baby away someone else who is ready to have a baby but cannot have their own will be able to have the baby they always wanted and to me that is a good thing.  I will have the choice of who my baby goes to and I will make sure that they are suitable for my child.  You do get very attached to the baby while pregnant (I heard and learnt about), so maybe once I have had the baby it will change and I will keep the baby.

If someone else got pregnant, I would support them and do everything I can to help them because it is a hard time and I would want the same for me.

DAY 26: HAVE YOU EVER THOUGH OF GIVING UP ON YOUR LIFE? IF SO, WHEN AND WHY

I wouldn't really call it giving up more of a can't be bothered, most of it was when I was getting bullied and it was horrible.

That is  all I have to say

Days go do quick

So went Brent Cross and I didn't buy a thing because I have no money which is annoying because there was some nice things to buy!!!

Tomorrow I'm spending it with my whole family which will be nice. I wonder what we will do.... 😜

DAY 25: THE REASON YOUR ALIVE TODAY3

I am alive today to help children.  I really believe that, I can't wait to start teaching, it will be a new era in my life, I will be a teacher, I will have my own class :DD

If I was going to be dead, would God not of made it happen by now? He had a good chance doing it with my operation, but that didn't happen did it!!!!! So I am here for a reason!!
I'm here for my family, if it wasn't for them where would I be?? They are my stone and rock and would never take them for granted.

Daily life

So today, I went to enfield with my Mum and we ate in Costa coffees' and then had a look in Krisp where there was some nice stuff :)). We then went to o2 because my Mum wanted to take a booster of my sisters' phone because she is back from France but it couldn't happen because we needed her phone, which is annoying because this was the main reason we went to enfield after we went home.

We are going to meet some friends in Rodeos and then they are going to come back here :), I will tell you how it went.

Clothes from Friday

My belt :)

Flower hair band

The lipstick I used, was a natural colour

Close up of my hairband

Overall outfit

DAY 24: MAKE A PLAYLIST TO SOMEONE AND EXPLAIN WHY YOU CHOSE ALL THE SONGS. (JUST POSE THE TITLES AND ARTISTS AND LETTER

Dear Mum,
Here is my playlist:
Mariah Carey- Hero- This song was chosen because from you I feel like I can now do what I want and that no one will judge me.
One direction- What makes you beautiful- Your always telling me how pretty I am!
Mr Hudson- Whit Lies- You always know when I'm lying!!!!
Alexis Jordon- Good girl- Because I'm a good girl and this is how you raised me.

These 4 songs remind me of you and always will :)

Love Andrea

DAY 23: SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU HAD DONE IN YOUR LIFE

I wish I went to the disneyland Paris for a week in year 9!!!
This was a good chance for me to be more independent and have fun and I let it go!!! I didn't give my application in soon enough" Partly because my friends said they weren't going to go but then they did! But they are not my friends anymore lol, so doesn't matter :)